wow I am feeling better now, I got home from school (where I wrote the first entry today) and I got online and I was talking to brandon (not my SL the one thats 19, cute, and I used to like him a lot) well he told me that he wanted to be more than friends. I asked him what he meant. I asked if he meant like friends with benfits type thing u know. He said well that might lead to other things. He told me that he liked me a lot, and he wanted to be with me. I seriously dont know what to believe! but whatever. I am pretty happy about that. Ugh I still have my mind on sean though! I really think I have feelings for him, but we hardly talk. I haven't talked to him in like a week or two. He is out of town visiting family. I want to know what he wants to tell me. michelle said that he has something to tell me but he's waiting for the right time. UGH my god when isn't the right time!?! arg, guy problems! Oh well, Jacob and Jimmy are coming over tonight (jacob is like my older brother since my real big bro lives 4 hours away in oklahoma! and jimmy is his friend, sorta cute, sweet, nice!) I'm ordering pizza we gana chill, steal, and kill!!!! (not really) well im out like a boner in sweat pants..